Carry

[raileus]

I carry within my bones a pain that does not ease,
a thirst that does not quench, and a hunger that will never be fulfilled.

I carry within my mind past, present and future, I exist in each phase simultaneously.

And when I die I will take my mind, body and spirit with me, I will exist and not exist at the same time, I will be a thing and nothing at the same time.

And if God is so willing to meet me I will have only one question.

why now?