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Numbers

If all my days were numbered from one to ten, with one being the best. How many ones do you think I'll have within my lifetime?
And if all my days were tens, eights at the best, what kind of life do you think that is?

If I spend all my time wishing to leave here, then I am not really living am I?
And If I am always fighting to stay, when can I enjoy the staying?
If life cannot be more than this day to day suffering in this useless shell with it's useless needs, if there is nothing more to be found, then the point of life is what?

Meaningless numbers on a pain scale?
Am I as well? Just a number? A rating?
If everything is measured regardless of it's number, and is in fact temporary, then my feelings are as well, however good or bad, but then where is the importance?
If it will always be a merry go round, just turning and turning.
Must my life be all this useless turning, I am dizzy and hardly see how it is worth it.

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Ones and Zeros

What is the value of a soul?
Something I cannot see but is clearly weighted.

Am I to be a slave to a God unknown, to laws forgotten?
or should I be a prisoner to a Devil who delights in suffering?

Yet I suffer still with little regard to eithers supposed doings.
I just exist, with no reason, with no thought, empty like a program, just made to run, just lines of code, just ones and zeros.

Current Mood: indifferent

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Program

People don't change, they just pretend to be better today than they were yesterday.
Nothing changes really.

I believe in the constant simulated reality, the roll of the dice.
Everything is decided already.
And whatever you are, and whatever you will do, was always gonna happen.

This is why habits can't be broken, because it is a part of the self, and the programming.
Everything is without hope

Current Mood: curious

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DNA and freewill.

Let's explore the idea of freedom.

What does it mean to be free?
For example one might say I am free to choose what I want to eat,
Yes, but not to eat.
Sooner or later I am required to fuel my body with some kind of food energy source.
To dress, what to wear, no I can't walk out in the nude and if I don't dress properly I can't survive serious weather conditions.

You didn't choose to be born nor where you were born. And place is everything in how you grow up and who you become.
Now one can say you are free to choose how you want to live, who to love, how to identify, and yet even that is coded, everything is DNA.

Someone somewhere down your DNA line was just like you.
Made the same choices,and the same mistakes.
So then my question becomes; how much freedom do we really have when you think about the full input bound to us by DNA?

History has a way of repeating itself regardless of our ideas and belief systems that we can learn from History. Yet it repeats itself time and time again.
It is like a written code we cannot rewrite.