
⏝꒷︶ ͡𑁬♱໒ ͡ ︶꒷⏝⏝꒷︶ ͡𑁬♱໒ ͡
I am astonished by the liveliness of the people, their joy shines.
How some can celebrate anything.
Yet I am unable to feel such joy.
I feel only a gratefulness for breathing, for a breath by a systematic system no less.
Everything by design, that I should feel grateful for it, because I am programmed to be so.
But outside of everything else,
there is an emptiness, a shell.
A void and not a space.
For an empty space says there was something there before it.
But a void is always a nothingness upon it.
And I stand in the middle,
between today and tomorrow,
Its love or its sorrow,
Its bitter or its borrowed.
A joy that can not be won, funded nor sold.
Never would there be such a loan.
It seems never given, yet somehow it is already own.
And I shall never know it, a glitter upon the soul.
⏝꒷︶ ͡𑁬♱໒ ͡ ︶꒷⏝⏝꒷︶ ͡𑁬♱໒ ͡