The Dark Room

[raileus]

I've lived in the darkness for so long, just going from room to room, four walls and a roof, I don't know how to live any other way.

I see I was too hopeful again going against myself, believing in others to help me.
When I know what my life will be, I have known since I was a child, that for whatever reason, I would never have the things that others do.

I will always live with things difficult, I will always struggle by default.
I live in agony everyday, just faking a smile and pretending that I am okay.
People help me like they always do, just more empty words and promises, while I am left undone and used.
I am left with my darkness in a dark room.