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Sub-Correlation.

Who would ask a Bird to swim or a fish to fly?
Yet I must be something I am not.

Should I comfort you with a smile?
Do all the lies ease your mind?
So you; like the rest of the world; are in fact just so satisfied with what you believe.
A forest is a forest, even if it only has two trees to you.
And I am happy; a smile is what you see, so it must be true.

But I have seen the sun and moon out together, so is it night? or is it day?
And you assume that a child is happy; because they are playing, not because they are a child ,
and children play.

If everything has a purpose, then even the darkness does too.

And if I say I am nothing,
But you say I am a self, a thing of some worth or value, then who is right?
For I can measure nothing,
and all meaning you place is only yours.

Who is greater; the hero? or the villain?
without the villain, how could the hero ever rise?

Seek

Nov. 12th, 2024 03:14 pm
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If I seek fame and achieve it, would I then have all that I need?

If I seek beauty and then I am declared most lovely, would I then be satisfied with myself?

If I seek objects and then have all I wanted, would I then be happy?

But if I seek death, and obtain it, wouldn't I finally know peace?

For wanting is for the living, and the dead only need to return to their resting place.


もし私が名声を求め、それを得たら、必要なものはすべて手に入るだろうか?

もし私が美を求め、最も美しいと称えられたら、私は自分自身に満足するだろうか?

もし私が物を求め、欲しいものをすべて手に入れたら、私は幸せになるだろうか?

しかし、もし私が死を求め、それを手に入れたら、私はついに平和を知ることになるのではないだろうか?

なぜなら、欲するのは生きている者のためのものであり、死者は安息の地に戻るだけでいいからだ。



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You are now entering "The book of the dead."
A place of melancholy and shadows that will encapsulate your mind.

Relinquish your hope, for you enter the grounds of the lost ones, dispirited and rejected.

Leave your sword and pick up some black roses,

For all is dead, all will die, all will become death again.

𝔗𝔥𝔢 𝔰𝔦𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔠𝔢 𝔬𝔣 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔤𝔯𝔞𝔳𝔢 𝔦𝔰 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔢 𝔠𝔬𝔪𝔣𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔫 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔫𝔬𝔦𝔰𝔢 𝔬𝔣 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔩𝔦𝔳𝔦𝔫𝔤.

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"Death To Death"
Dark my days,
Dark my nights,
Dark my soul has lost its light.

Dark my dreams,
Dark this being,
Dark its heart now lost its sheen.

Into the nothing,
Into the void,
Into the space,
Now what are you looking for?

Death to thoughts,
and death to dreams,
Death to hope for better things.

Death to me, my and I,
Death to self and things of mine,
Death to pain, anger and hate,
Death to death now there is no escape.

"If"

May. 28th, 2024 09:31 pm
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If I was death,
would you fear me?
If I was love,
would you embrace me?
If I was life,
would you celebrate me?
If I was a dove,
would you care for me?

If I was a man,
would you want me?
If I was a woman,
would you need me?
If I was a child,
would you protect me?

If I was in any other skin,
would you notice?
But I am just me,
and there is nothing else I can be.

Stones

May. 23rd, 2024 11:20 am
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Stones in my belly,
thorns on my skin,
the ants are crawling,
while the worms find their way in.
There is no resting,
I am being eaten alive,
the worms have teeth,
this bird no life.

Even the earth is biting,
it's bidding me to hell tonight,
the dirt is climbing,
there is no escape from death this time.
The sun is setting,
as the night calls forth,
my mind is shedding,
my heart is in reverse,
the air is leaving,
my time its turn.

"I am Hell"

May. 8th, 2023 03:46 am
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I am the shadow you call,
I am the darkness within,
I am the craving,
I am the wish.

I am the numbness,
I am the void,
I am the hunger,
I am the thirst.

I am the nightmare,
I am the departed,
I am the voiceless,
I am the hell as you know it.

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