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"Deficiency"
Aug. 5th, 2025 02:22 pm⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘⫘
What am I lacking?
What necessity or element do I need?
I have so much already.
Surely more than most people I have come across.
Yet I feel depleted of something I have needed, but I am unsure of what that is.
Walking around in an artificial happy daze, or a sickening depressive craze.
Unable to discern what I have become or what I was.
And physical pain changes you, it wakes you up.
But no answers are given as to what I am living.
Like looking through a glass window, watching my life pass by like a commercial, something is always on sale.
I am a doll on a shelf.
Merchandise, commodity,
Collectors item, look and see.
And here lays an artificial thing in an artificial sleep.
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What am I lacking?
What necessity or element do I need?
I have so much already.
Surely more than most people I have come across.
Yet I feel depleted of something I have needed, but I am unsure of what that is.
Walking around in an artificial happy daze, or a sickening depressive craze.
Unable to discern what I have become or what I was.
And physical pain changes you, it wakes you up.
But no answers are given as to what I am living.
Like looking through a glass window, watching my life pass by like a commercial, something is always on sale.
I am a doll on a shelf.
Merchandise, commodity,
Collectors item, look and see.
And here lays an artificial thing in an artificial sleep.
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