Aren't you glad?
Mar. 9th, 2025 07:23 pmLook I got up today, yes I ate, really I did.
Look I went to work, and no I'm not sore.
See I made it through the day, I didn't cry much, I didn't take a bunch of pills, or scream in your ear.
See I didn't yell, or create more fear,
now aren't you glad? You can sleep well.
It only took everything I am, and now I have more scars, just sitting here bleeding again, but yes I'm alive, aren't you glad?
Did I make everyone else's day?
Aren't you happy?
Then great!
It only hurts me living this useless existence, suffering all these triggers again.
I am the one in the dark, with a heart torn apart, but hey I'm still breathing, that's all anyone cares about.
So tired, there are no more words.
I am waiting for the ending to this sick story that is mine, hoping this is the last time I'll feel anything,
just falling into the black, detaching myself from everyone and everything, all so I don't feel anything they do to me.
But hey I'm alive, saw another birthday, and I didn't look for your call,
now aren't you glad?
Look I went to work, and no I'm not sore.
See I made it through the day, I didn't cry much, I didn't take a bunch of pills, or scream in your ear.
See I didn't yell, or create more fear,
now aren't you glad? You can sleep well.
It only took everything I am, and now I have more scars, just sitting here bleeding again, but yes I'm alive, aren't you glad?
Did I make everyone else's day?
Aren't you happy?
Then great!
It only hurts me living this useless existence, suffering all these triggers again.
I am the one in the dark, with a heart torn apart, but hey I'm still breathing, that's all anyone cares about.
So tired, there are no more words.
I am waiting for the ending to this sick story that is mine, hoping this is the last time I'll feel anything,
just falling into the black, detaching myself from everyone and everything, all so I don't feel anything they do to me.
But hey I'm alive, saw another birthday, and I didn't look for your call,
now aren't you glad?