(Gakido)

Mar. 31st, 2026 01:30 am
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Mou Nakanai To Sora Ni Chikatta by Gakido.

Translation

Looking at the clear sky, I understand the meaning of your tears
I can't say anything...
But right now, all I can do is stop... It's too late...
My tears have dried up
The clouds floating in the sky are out of my reach, but
I'm heading towards tomorrow without hesitation...
I've taken a step towards where the rainbow arches, but
My heart just won't move
Feelings I can't put into words...
I'm heading towards tomorrow (내일을 향한다... Moving towards tomorrow)
I swear to the sky I won't show my tears, but
Where the tears go (눈물이 가는 길... Where the tears go)
The scars in my heart still haven't disappeared
Where the heart goes (마음이 가는 길... Kill...the destination of my heart)
Seeing me sad, the sky cried again today

I won't say...I want to see you...
I won't say...I'm anxious and scared...
I swear to the sky

Whenever I'm alone, I inevitably remember

The piece filled with my wishes

Even though I'm still scared to believe, I won't stay still anymore

I won't look back

I remember the words you gave me

They are a healing (medicine) for me now

My heart feels lighter, and I can look forward

I even forget to waver

I want to turn it into a smile someday...
The destination of a smile (웃음이 가는 길)

I swear to the sky that I won't complain

My weakness (자신의 약함을)

The wind that carries happiness slips through my heart

The destination of my heart (마음이 가는 길) Kill...the destination of my heart)
Seeing me stop in my tracks, the sky stopped crying today
I won't say I miss you...
I won't say I'm sad and in pain...
I swear to the sky
Even if I wander in the darkness
I just need to walk until the light shines through
Supported by everyone, my emotions are welling up
Seeing me start walking, tomorrow will surely be sunny, right?
The sky smiles

It will turn everyone into a smile!
Turning tears into smiles
The day I swore to the sky I wouldn't cry anymore and moved forward
I swear to the sky
Beyond sadness, there is surely courage
My wish is big
Seeing me start walking without hesitation, the sky smiled again today
I won't say I miss you...
I'll accept everything! So Rest in Peace
The sky smiled.


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"I put my tears in bottles
In case if I need them later
You never know
You never know
And if I get thirsty
Will they make me sad?
Forever? Forever?"
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"Would you like me
If I traded the world for my psyche
If I won baby, what would the price be?
Nah-ah-ah
All I need is chai and sunshine"

☕☀️
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⏝꒷︶ ͡𑁬♱໒ ͡ ︶꒷⏝⏝꒷︶ ͡𑁬♱໒ ͡


⏝꒷︶ ͡𑁬♱໒ ͡ ︶꒷⏝⏝꒷︶ ͡𑁬♱໒ ͡

⏝꒷︶ ͡𑁬♱໒ ͡ ︶꒷⏝⏝꒷︶ ͡𑁬♱໒ ͡
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"I'm in the wrong place, wrong planet, oh
Wrong place, wrong planet, oh"

"Seven billion people, but we all die alone"
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How many of you really know you're alive?
They pulled me over doing 135
Show me the money and I'll show you the lies
Everyone's equal 'til it's time to divide, let's go

I got a problem I don't need to define
She's my reason, my reason for decline
I want love, even if it's for the night, and
I feel like I'm falling, but won't fall into line, oh, no

You want this? You got that
You want this? You got that, uh
Don't wait, watch 'em walk right past you
Run fast, run fast while you have the chance
Don't speak, let 'em look right at you
Run back, run back while you have the chance

You want this? You got that, yeah, yeah
You want this? You got that, yeah, yeah

I wasn't raised by a millionaire
I can't be saved by a digital prayer
I can't be tamed by a man in a chair
They say that I'm going to hell
I say, "We're already there, " oh, no

Take a picture if you want it to last
Maybe one day you'll be happy at last
I got the answer, so I don't need to ask
I know that this was not an accident
I wanted to crash, let's go

Don't wait, watch 'em walk right past you
Run fast, run fast while you have the chance
Don't speak, let 'em look right at you
Run back, run back while you have the chance

You want this? You got that, yeah, yeah
You want this? You got that, yeah, yeah

Smoking cigarettes down to the bone, uh-huh
Calling people friends I don't even know, uh-uh
Rolling dollar bills, do it off the phone, uh-huh
(Yeah) uh-huh (ayy), uh-uh
Watch the world pass when I'm on the road, uh-uh
Where do I belong? I don't even know, uh-huh
Fake my happiness with diamonds and pearls, uh-uh
(Yeah) uh-huh (ayy), uh-uh

Don't wait, watch 'em walk right past you
Run fast, run fast while you have the chance
Don't speak, let 'em look right at you
Run back, run back while you have the chance

You want this? You got that, yeah, yeah
(Don't come back for me this time)
You want this? You got that, yeah, yeah
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28 years of South Park and counting.

Just some of my favorite episodes:

Season 1 Episode 1,
Cartman Gets an Anal Probe.

Season 3 Episode 1,
Rainforest Shmainforest.
Episode 7 Cat Orgy.

Season 15 Episode 1,
HumancentiPad.
and
Episode 6 City Sushi.

Season 25 Episode 5, Help, My Teenager Hates Me.

Season 26 Episode 3, Japanese Toilet.


Currently on Season 3, rewatching the show.
raileus: Tree Letter R (Default)
⏝꒷︶ ͡𑁬♱໒ ͡ ︶꒷⏝⏝꒷︶ ͡𑁬♱໒ ͡


♱♱♱

Feeling you reap me like a death I am owed because I can't stay awake to this world.
Should I choose to become blind?
How do I close up my mind?
Or stop the aching I find?
Putting on a play and watching it as an audience member.
Everything is just a TV screen.
There's no having you without the pain, there's no dreams without the sleep.

I can't say no to an infinity.
Just repeating my sickness,
a candle with no wick left,
I swallowed the only key.
Destroying my inner mirror, no good words are written here.
It is all over my skin; the fear that I mean nothing.
Everything I was is already dead,
I feel like I am watching the world come to an end.

Death went to a ball to dance,
it was a neverending party of regret,
I never left his eyes,
we were dancing all night.
He is the lock to the key I swallowed.
All my dreams of beautiful things are just the nightmares of tomorrow.
Life is wearing a mask of pain,
she is breaking into a million pieces again,
just wishing that I wouldn't fall asleep is all she ever pleated.

So sad that you can't feel the sadness anymore, so broken that you can't feel the break.
Just say that you are not an escape, only an ending, but all I hear you say is come to me.

You know what I want,
You know what I need,
Does this Death ever get lonely?
Why watch this clock wind down?
You are the painter, I will be the canvas.
You are the writer, I will be the words,
You are the rain, I will be the bow.
The greatest gift of the world is an ending to the sorrow of this earth.

Got an itch deep down in my soul,
Want to lose all physical control,
now I am the one inviting this pain.
Heart dancing to your rhythm as I step out of time and existence, and into an apocalypse.
I know you wish you could stop this,
But a sacrifice can't save another sacrifice.
A darkness can't light another darkness.
I can't say no to an infinity.
Just repeating my sickness,
a candle with no wick left.
I sewed what I sowed and
you will reap what you are owed.



⏝꒷︶ ͡𑁬♱໒ ͡ ︶꒷⏝⏝꒷︶ ͡𑁬♱໒ ͡
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⏝꒷︶ ͡𑁬♱໒ ͡ ︶꒷⏝⏝꒷︶ ͡𑁬♱໒ ͡

Lyrics

I'm higher than I've ever been
Just love the way we love to sin
Laying there with me
Straying from the plot, don't know how to stop it
I've given it some thought when I'd rather not
You are not my SOS anymore
Digging through the rot, hide it from the people
'Cause deep inside yourself is necessary evil
We're living in excess and losing ourselves, hey
Well, how can we believe in destiny?
Staring at the world's back
They put doubt in my bones and turned you to stone
Saying that we got better
Still signing all the hate letters with X's and O's
We live and we loathe
Whoa!
Now I'm higher than I've ever been
I just love the way we love to sin
Laying there with me
Almost ecstasy
Half of what you are is everything I'm needing
And it's tearing me up
And pulling me in
I'm caught riding my desperation
Shooting up the smoke
Blow it out the car window, yeah
Speaking with our eyes
Saying only words that we know
Please, be my release
Oh my God, I can't stop deceiving
How do we believe in destiny?
Staring at the world's back
They put doubt in my bones and turned you to stone
Saying that we got better
Still signing all the hate letters with X's and O's
We live and we loathe
Whoa!
Now I'm higher than I've ever been
I just love the way we love to sin
Laying there with me
Almost ecstasy
Always sink into the floor again
Won't admit we need more than this
Laying there with me
Almost ecstasy
Yeah, this fever resides in the hole in my chest
That's been vacant, so vacant all night
When I hide and can't give enough
You just open me, open me up
You just open me, open me up
Now I'm higher than I've ever been
I just love the way we love to sin
Laying there with me
Almost ecstasy
Whoa!
Now I'm higher than I've ever been
I just love the way we love to sin
Laying there with me
Almost ecstasy
Yeah!
Always sink into the floor again
Won't admit we need more than this
Laying there with me
Almost ecstasy.



⏝꒷︶ ͡𑁬♱໒ ͡ ︶꒷⏝⏝꒷︶ ͡𑁬♱໒ ͡
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Lyrics

If I had a death note (ah)
I would write my name on every page (ah)
Hear them talking shit over my headphones (ah)
Every single word that they say (yeah)
Even if I could, I wouldn't let go (ah)
Maybe I'm addicted to the pain (ah)
Why is every day so uneventful? (Ah)
I just get more of the same, more of the same
I'm such a loser, swear to god I'm the worst
I always fuck everythin' up, it's a curse
And I can't even catch a break when everybody's in my way
I'm such a loser, swear to god I'm the worst
Fuck you
Maybe I don't wanna be saved
Damage in my brain that I can't undo
I'm more than just a little insane
Please don't ever ask me what I'm up to
You don't wanna hear what I'ma say
Smith and Wesson hanging out the sunroof
I might end up MIA (MIA)
I'm such a loser, swear to god I'm the worst
I always fuck everythin' up, it's a curse
And I can't even catch a break when everybody's in my way
I'm such a loser, swear to god I'm the worst
If I had a death note (ah)
I would write my name on every page (ah)
Hear them talking shit over my headphones
Every single word that they say (yeah)
If I had a death note
I would write my name on every page
Hear them talking shit over my headphones
Every single word that they say, word that they say
I'm such a loser, swear to god I'm the worst
I always fuck everythin' up, it's a curse
And I can't even catch a break when everybody's in my way
I'm such a loser, swear to god I'm the worst
I'm the worst
I'm the worst.


(Maybe I)

Jul. 7th, 2025 07:41 pm
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Lyrics

Maybe there's a fever
Burnin' on in the inside
Waiting for the demons
To come and lick the tears dry
But I'm still begging for the pale sugar water
Eyes lazy for the truth
Am I still waiting like a lamb to the slaughter?
Does your god believe in you?
Maybe, I'm a total wreck
So drain my blood until there's nothing left
Maybe, I won't repent
Live a lie and let the vultures in
Maybe, I
(Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)
(Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)
Oh, make a mess of me
(Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)
(Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)
Mmm, make a mess of me
Maybe there's a savior
A cowboy with the right mind
Smoking from the razor
Cutting just to feel nice
But I'm still begging for the pale sugar water
Eyes lazy for the truth
Am I still waiting like a lamb to the slaughter?
Does your god believe in you?
Maybe, I'm a total wreck
So drain my blood until there's nothing left
Maybe, I won't repent
Live a lie and let the vultures in
Maybe, I
(Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)
(Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)
Oh, make a mess of me
(Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)
(Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)
Mmm, make a mess of me
So maybe I'm a total wreck
So drain my blood until there's nothing left
Maybe, I won't repent
Live a lie and let the vultures in
Maybe, I
(Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)
(Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)
Oh, make a mess of me
(Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)
(Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)
Oh, make a mess of me
(Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)
(Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)
Oh, make a mess of me
(Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)
(Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)
Mmm, make a mess of me


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