Teddy Bear

Oct. 23rd, 2024 05:00 pm
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I hold you as my tears fall while wondering why I am alive at all, you lay in my arms with silence support, as you watch me cry and lose my hope.

My lips are downturned, as my heart beats slow and heavy, my skin is tight and itchy, and my bones are achy.

I am in my body, the last place I want to be, I hold you even tighter now just trying to escape me.

Wings.

Feb. 29th, 2024 10:37 am
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Small moments where I am pain free,
free from the reality of my restraints,
free from my sick mentality,
free from my body dysmorphia,
it's sick preoccupation, the horrors it leaves me with.
Washed away by a sea of nothingness, while I stay underwater with it, but I am on top of it.
I still search for me sometimes,
but my feelings aren't real, and
the things I was taught are not me.
As I stand, I stand incomplete,
trying to be the world's version of me.
But a monster can never become a man,
a fish will never be a bird,
It's wrong to believe that I will ever posses wings.

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