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I fear I can't save me,
Cuz I can't relinquish the pain,
fear I won't find peace,
When I live in this sickening state,
I am shell of my former self,
Just trying to pretend that I don't live in hell,

All these shadows circle me,
I live in a place where
grace is just make believe,
I am awake but I am asleep,
and who can understand but those who have seen,
The darkest part of everything,
Where even the good things are sick,
Gonna need a sleeping pill,
Cuz I'm ill,
Can't escape,
This sick fate,
To fall.