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Among the cobbled stone streets at dusk, walks a young nun quietly making her way as she sees there in the distance a shadowy figure.
And as she walks, the shadow grows closer to her, soon she is face to face.

A man with a porcelain face, and eyes as dark as the shadows he cast.
"Help me" he begs.
The nun looking away from his beauty so as to not sin herself.
"What can I do for you mister?" She asked.
And the man said:
"Help me, for I have become a monster!"
Well before the young one could answer his cry,
His eyes changed to a darker color resembling that of blood.
Taken back by his new appearance, the nun grabs for her cross, a silver one about her neck, but alas it crumbles like ash in her hands.
And he showed her what he was, his face still like that of a doll, but long teeth now protruding from his mouth.
And she cried not for her own soul, but for his, knowing he would taste of her blood, and damn himself further.
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I am too awake, too aware of all the things that I cannot bear.
Yet I see no future, I care nothing for the past, how can I tell them that this is it?

I don't feel alive nor of a human kind, an other kind or another type, maybe.
I feel so far removed that it is unsettling, to know how separate everything really is.

See everything is energy but nothing is exactly like me, or the same, not that I am special just different in some kind of way.

Nothing is special but nothing seems insignificant, everything has a place and time, and yet I feel like I stand outside of it.
It is so sobering that it is startling, I fit nowhere and yet I am here, I am existing right now, and yet I am already dead.

What is this thing that I feel now?
Or is it a feeling now?
I know quite surely that It is both terrifying and freeing.

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